January 23, 2026

The frozen green orb swings heavily in the frigid pre-dawn air. With a creaking groan, the crunch of contracted tires packed thick with snow slush and yesterday’s mud, strain left into the iced over intersection; the steering wheel, sliding and spinning gently through the warmth of leather bound hands and fur cuffed wrists.

The automobile rights itself, pushing into the iced over intersection, shifting awkwardly until the wheels run parallel to the length of Mount Hope Cemetery.

Burial home of Frederick Douglas, the famed abolitionist and Susan B. Anthony, pivotal in the women’s suffrage movement, Mount Hope Cemetery stands enclosed in fencing, gorgeous and frighteningly sharp black wrought iron posts and finials with deadly spear points, gracefully crafted. These posts have stood guard since 1838; Victorian in form; standing the test of time, multitudinous seasonal changes, alterations and vagaries, politics and peoples.

Years ago on a morning, a large buck, antlered and graceful and very, very dead, rested tragically impaled on one of the weaponized finials. He had attempted to spring in the darkness into the park from the edge of the narrow sidewalk; cement lying squeezed between the more heavily trafficked road and the quiet solitude of the sloping hill. Perhaps he observed the shadows of headstones and monuments. Perhaps he noticed the lovely rise of the hills, the large trees, the imagined respite of quietude. He lept home where death lay in wait to meet him; the specter himself resting patiently, waiting and watching on the tip points of the deadly enclosure.

Today out of pitch coal black air, there appear three bobbing, dodging lights moving quickly along the length of the deadly spikes; headed west up Mount Hope, in the general direction of the car; jouncing awkwardly up and down. They appear as a phantasm, resurrected spirits from the older graves, disturbed and disgruntled memories; frozen lights bouncing along the horizon in the black air.

The car rolls slowly past these lithe joggers, the snow runners; perhaps medical professionals from the large hospital around the corner; those dedicated to getting in the exercise, hours before the normal work day begins for most travelers along this old street.

Runners in the cemetery. They traverse the fine line between the past, the present, the invisible spirit of the impaled buck; the sleeping Victorians and the demands of the abolitionist and the suffragette.

March 2, 2025 ‘A Day in the Life’

Struggling in the dark space of worrying about tomorrow; an anxious place too small to cuss a cat, I awaken to the slightly disturbing sound of late February rains…the ice flows in chunks out of gutters and down to the frosted grass. Will the edge of the roof jam up and leak? It did that a couple of years ago and there remain two delicately shaped brown spots on the ceiling. It was a half hearted attempt at leakage…just enough to remind us of who and of what is in charge.

The old strands, the tired spirit of spring is resting out there, somewhere. This is the teasing thaw of February and March is soon upon us. The longest month of the year…31 days of ‘will it rain? Will it snow, sleet, thaw, flood or ice?’ Some brave robins flit in and about and their numbers will soon expand. One morning they spend inordinate amounts of time and energy scurrying around the large tree by the porch…then three mornings in a row, they are gone and the tree stands silent.

After strong coffee and rain watching, some music serves purpose and various versions of Amazing Grace and idyllic Irish tunes soon pour out over the kitchen. March is upon us in sound, if not in exact date. The light in the window begins its slow transformation…from damp greying to more hints of gold and yellow and something akin to sage. Even for a bit, I catch glimpses of it on the glass pane…a surge mid morning, before everything sinks back down in wet fog.

‘I feel so Irish, now…I do, I do!’ he calls out as he heads down the stairs. He sees me in the living room and tips his head back laughing. ‘But I’m not! I’m not!’ and he keeps laughing.

I hand him a thick mug of freshly brewed coffee. ‘You’re just jealous that we tell better jokes than you do!’ I retort. He laughs again. ‘Yes, you do. But we’re still going to Spain first before we make any trip to Ireland’. He takes a swig and sits down to watch the rain. ‘Oh sure’ I concede and look out of the glass, now shimmering again in sage as the damp outside powers forward in a fleeting surge. ‘Oh yes, indeed’. And…the glass winks back at me.

The same ship, the same ocean, the same fierce winds…only the height and measure of the sails differ…’who bids the mighty ocean deep, its own appointed limits keep…’